Skitzocow Dominique "Niqua" Chanel Evans / janedoewithafro / Ikes_Belovedjanedoe / Ikesbeloved_janedoe / Ikes_wife / Ikes-one-and-only - Delusional woman who believes she is married to a Fire Emblem character and believes he is real, obsessed with racism and feeling oppressed, thinks the term "fictional character" is a slur

  • DDoS is active again.

Hot Fuss

Time, truth, hearts
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I assume she will eventually reappear with new content.
Ah, speak of the devil! Look what I just woke up to!
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Personally I enjoyed reading it. Aside from her regular delusions, eg "Ike knew that I loved him too", I found parts of this blog post somewhat sweet, such as Niqua's closeness with her mother and finally being able to feel love. Yeah, I know, I'm a softie...
 

ShinyStar

I am not now, nor have I ever been, a Shane.
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I was just thinking... Since she's internet shy and prone to deleting things, it might be a good idea for people interested in reading her blog to search for it in Google instead of clicking the link provided above. If she checks to see where traffic to her blog is originating, sees Kiwi Farms and discovers her thread, she'll likely abandon it.
 

Hot Fuss

Time, truth, hearts
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I was just thinking... Since she's internet shy and prone to deleting things, it might be a good idea for people interested in reading her blog to search for it in Google instead of clicking the link provided above. If she checks to see where traffic to her blog is originating, sees Kiwi Farms and discovers her thread, she'll likely abandon it.
I'm pretty sure she knows that Kiwifarms is aware of her and her online activity, she just doesn't care. She has written this at the end of the section of her site dedicated to her history with Ike:
I have absolutely NO SHAME for my feeling for Ike, or how I live my life.
 

ShinyStar

I am not now, nor have I ever been, a Shane.
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I'm pretty sure she knows that Kiwifarms is aware of her and her online activity, she just doesn't care. She has written this at the end of the section of her site dedicated to her history with Ike:
She could be talking about reddit or the waifu community there. It's easy for us to associate shame with KF, but we aren't the exclusive purveyors of it. If she really didn't care about negative attention, she wouldn't have left reddit, she wouldn't drop one blog only to pick up a new one, and she wouldn't have such a minimal online presence.
 

Seymour Glass

If you want to look at my feet, say so
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I found something a bit interesting: while going through the art in Niqua's gallery, I came across this signature on one of the images:

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It appears to say "A. Evans '17". The art itself isn't related to her or Ike at all, so it's very likely it's her own art. It seems to have a similar style to the other images in the gallery too.

Perhaps I'm reaching too far into this.
I'm pretty sure that's a D.

The art style really reminds me of this fireball20xl forum user named Dee from 2005 or so. If I remember correctly she used a purple sonic oc as her self insert. I think it may be the same person.
 

Colonel Gaddafi

Zenga Zenga!
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Ah, speak of the devil! Look what I just woke up to!
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Link | Archive

Personally I enjoyed reading it. Aside from her regular delusions, eg "Ike knew that I loved him too", I found parts of this blog post somewhat sweet, such as Niqua's closeness with her mother and finally being able to feel love. Yeah, I know, I'm a softie...
While it is sweet, the problem with these sorts of fantasies is that one can’t really be in love with a fictional character. While it is possible for someone to be in unrequited love with say, a celebrity they’ll never meet, or a crush they don’t really know personally, this love can never move past the initial infatuation phase because a personal connection can not be made and fostered. Is it real love? Yeah, but only in the capacity that you can love what you know of them. This dynamic doesn’t even exist for fictional characters because they are often plot driven and one sided. They foster no opinions on things like race or religion because outside of a backstory, they are blank slates, which is why love can’t possibly exist. The person just projects their values and beliefs on this blank slate and spirals deeper into delusion. Autistic people have a difficult time as it is with interpersonal relationships and fixed interests, it makes sense that these often get crossed in the mind, where one interprets their intensity as ‘love’.

Edit: I wish she’d do more with her art, she’s obviously talented and could make a job out of it if she were flexible.
 

Hot Fuss

Time, truth, hearts
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I'm pretty sure that's a D.

The art style really reminds me of this fireball20xl forum user named Dee from 2005 or so. If I remember correctly she used a purple sonic oc as her self insert. I think it may be the same person.
Are you able to do any research on this Dee person? I'm interested to know more.
 

Seymour Glass

If you want to look at my feet, say so
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Are you able to do any research on this Dee person? I'm interested to know more.
I was using the wayback machine to try and look at that forum. If anyone knows a better method for looking through old message boards then let me know.

I know fireball20xl split into munkki.net in 07, 06 maybe. I think her username was Deethehedgehog or maybe just Dee.
 

Trombonista

そう絶対☆もう絶対☆100%負けらんないっ
Global Moderator
True & Honest Fan
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Good OP man. Niqua's finally getting the spotlight she deserves. :semperfidelis:

I'm surprised that the name "Dominiqua" hasn't been suggested yet. As uncommon as it is, that's the only name I could think of that incorporates both her online alias as well as the "D" initial. I've been searching under "Dominiqua Evans" (even including any reference to FE, Ike, CNA, web development/design, literally anything I could think of that could relate to her), but I haven't found anything yet. I'm actually impressed how well-hidden her identity is, but she can't hide forever.
It could be Dominique, with Niqua as a nickname.
 

Retired Junta Member

Currently on the run.
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Indeed there isn’t much about her online, the only thing I managed to found was a commission she did to an Indonesian artist on Facebook (pages is called NiArt, the art itself is easy to find in the video section. I couldn’t archive because I’ve been pretty busy and it’s also likely not worth it).
 

Nig Kang Theory

lmao
True & Honest Fan
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Wow, this is bringing back memories of the girl who thought she was married to Optimus Prime. Honestly, it's great to see such a classic cow in current year. Hell, she doesn't even exist on Web 2.0. Bonus points for the fact that she's actually fairly skilled at art, that adds some intrigue. I always loved this kind of cow and I think there's lots of entertainment potential here.
 

Hot Fuss

Time, truth, hearts
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I went to check on foreverike.love to see if Niqua had added anything new, and I was greeted with this:
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The same thing pops up when I tried to visit 2Dist.org. I'm not sure if the private community platform she shilled on that site still exists, but it could be gone too.
 

IOnceWasAWaifuFag

"is being a magical girl a job?"
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I went to check on foreverike.love to see if Niqua had added anything new, and I was greeted with this:
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The same thing pops up when I tried to visit 2Dist.org. I'm not sure if the private community platform she shilled on that site still exists, but it could be gone too.
This is interesting because I was on both of these websites 12 hours ago and they seemed fine. I'm gonna be optimistic and suggest that maybe both websites going down in the same way is a server issue rather than Niqua pulling the plug on it all? It would certainly be out of character for her to suddenly delete everything just because some trolls can see it, that's never stopped her before.
 

IOnceWasAWaifuFag

"is being a magical girl a job?"
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Posts from Waifu Culture thread, first and second:
My conversation with Megan is going well, I’ll post the important parts when we’re done talking. I am sorry to tell all my Niqua fans that she won’t be returning to the internet tho. She took down her website and is trying to remove her internet presence permanently.
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(Talking about Niqua’s KF thread)
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that’s all I know, she’s probably going to stop posting (at least about Ike) and stay within her friend circle. Megan mentions that it’s a mix of of overall hate and an event that happened and doesn’t want to give details on, which I understand. Who knows? I wish Niqua luck in her future endeavors
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@Plexi I'm not sure if you knew where this thread was so feel free to add any details about your knowledge of Niqua for all those who aren't in the know.

But yeah, it looks like Niqua's internet presence, for the forseeable future, has come to an end. She found the sense to keep to herself. Godspeed, you crazy bitch.
 
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Plexi

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Posts from Waifu Culture thread, first and second:


@Plexi I'm not sure if you knew where this thread was so feel free to add any details about your knowledge of Niqua for all those who aren't in the know.

But yeah, it looks like Niqua's internet presence, for the forseeable future, has come to an end. She found the sense to keep to herself. Godspeed, you crazy bitch.
Thanks for letting me know
Ive just gotten some more info on her from Megan, Ill be posting it all tomorrow with the screenshots. I hope you guys take it well, it'll most likely be the last thing we ever hear about her. Hope you understand what I mean.
See you then

Hey everyone, I’m not sure how to phrase this really, but I’ll try my best.
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Niqua is no longer with us, yesterday late last night Megan messaged me to tell me. This was what Niqua sent to her friend group.
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From the context, that is believed to be her suicide note and last words. We don’t know if she succeeded in her attempt or really much information on it. Megan is waiting on her obituary to be released for confirmation on it. She says she’ll share it with us if/when she’s able to find it.

Megan and I spent a lot of time talking after that, she says Niqua and her mother were close and spent time together the day before. If she’s succeeded (most likely unfortunately) her family will hopefully realize soon.

That’s all that’s really known about it right now. I know a lot of you were concerned about her and it’s hard to believe she’s gone. We can have a little hope that her attempt failed or someone intervened at least.

And here is Megan giving me permission to post this:

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Thanks everyone, have a good day/night
 
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JamalActimel

The evidence is going to SHOW!!!!!
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She has claimed to have have several mental disorders, including anorexia, depression, OCD and PTSD, and has been put in a mental hospital three times. (Source)
Her backstory from the source.

This man treated me very poorly. He would verbally abuse me frequently, and treat me differently than his biological sons. My mother rarely defended me against him, which over time trained my mind to believe I deserved that type of treatment. It wasn’t just verbal abuse that was an issue, he would also put me into situations that no young child should ever have to endure. One of the most disgusting examples is when he forced me to act as a decoy so he could escape the police that were pursuing him. It was truly messed up, and while I won’t go on listing off more of that blatant abuse, I will say that over time, all of this chaos and mistreatment became “normal”. I didn’t recognize being treated in such a way was strange, or wrong. --It was just how things were. However, people on the outside-looking-in knew that things weren’t right, and had been telling me as such over the years, yet, their words of warning just didn’t catch on in my mind. I developed a laundry list of mental health disorders including Anorexia, Depression, OCD, and PTSD. Because of how both suicidal and homicidal I had eventually become, I was put within the inpatient mental health ward on three occasions.


I’m doing a bit better these days, however. I’ve had many years of therapy (which is still ongoing), and the strength that Ike and other family members have given me has helped to bring my mind to a more stable place. I still have very violent urges at times, and it’s something I have to pay close attention to, yet the love and strength I feel from Ike helps keep these urges manageable. I am incredibly thankful to him and everyone else that has supported me.

Lastly, I’ll mention that even though my upbringing was fairly traumatic, if I had the chance to go back in time and change it, this is something I’d never do. Going through all that has made me a strong, wise, empathetic and resourceful woman. You have to suffer to gain strength. Just look at Ike! He’s suffered immensely and just look at how strong he is now!​

I guess that the reason.
And that's the shadow(PTSD) she talked about.
 

Maya Amano

Found dead in Miami
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niqua honestly brought the pain (if any) onto herself. she isolated herself to the extreme, to the point that nobody sane can talk to her. idk what she was expecting from living a life like that.

of course, assuming if she *did* commit suicide. considering the recent drama on this site, I don't think she actually offed herself. I'll wait for proof, too.
 

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