This dude is so fucking bizarre and I say that even as I laugh at this shit.
Dear lord last time I checked in with this absolute train wreck of a sub-human he was about half this size. What the actual fuck. If anything this is an official PSA to stay away from gorging yourself on camera, to anyone even considering it. This looks like cursed deviantart mpreg photoshop "art" of him.
Y'know, I look at something like this and I wonder just how empty he feels when he's not in character. Not to get too deep, because Nic doesn't really deserve true introspection, but I have to wonder: Who is Nic outside of the character? Does anyone know the real Nic? Is there a "real Nic" there at all? It's just all so performative, I keep thinking of how miserable a normal person would be trying to keep that up - but then again, maybe that's genuinely all there is to him.
This is sad to think about. I've seen his adoptive father briefly in some of his videos and he seemed caring. It's a damn shame. Or maybe there is a sliver of chance they don't know what he does... and I'm really hoping they don't. They should keep that part of themselves intact.