He's going erver that cliff!
The only good thing to come out of covid was I ramped up my drug and alcohol abuse to the point I almost ended up shitposting in hell. Now I'm coming up on 6 months clean and feel a fuck of a lot better. I don't miss hangervers or missing out on stuff because I was on some combination of drugs that made me erratic. The only thing I really miss is weed but I know it will just lead me back to doing the other shit. Another user said get hobbies. I can't agree more. At least try meetings. They are kind of gay but I met a good group of friends there that I regularly hang out with. If you keep hanging around people who use you'll end up using too. Get help if you're struggling with this. It's no joke.